Dreams...

       I accidentally realized that I never day-dreamed. It seems that I am not able to be lost in reverie. I tried to remember if I ever day-dreamed and I could not. 

       I have a desires of course. But I am not dreaming on them. For me my wishes are just the numbers in the list "2 do". If I feel I want something my organism consider it as an aim and I am starting planning. I heard today how my daughter is day dreaming and I realized that I never even tried it. Don't know if it would made me happier if I would be able to imagine that I am getting what I want and to be satisfied with this feelings I got as result. But with no doubts people around me would feel much more stable. Because if I really feel that I need something or want something I simply cannot resist it. May be I can, but there is no much sense for me to do it. I have one life only, is not so? And if to get what I want I have to change all this world... that s just the question of good planning and strong action... May be would be better just to dream sometimes... 

       So many world are broken already...